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♥ Monday, May 28, 2007
im missing you


common test just around the corner and im super not ready
FREAKING SCREWED UP
darn =X
my life is a total mess !

to him:
i just want you to know i'll still love you
(even though it could be different now)
im sorry i've hurt you but sometimes things just wouldnt go our way
im sorry for being selfish and now i will finally let you go
i'll still be here if you need me, really.
SMILE (:

tz makes me fall so badly.
CURSE HIM,the scar has been there for so many years
when is it gonna finally let me go ?
and im making myself so hateful.

but i couldnt blame him totally
i have always been a free bird, never tied down.
commitment seems so out of question, even if i like the person so much
somebody shoot me !

loner is moving on with her life, once again......

loved; 10:08 PM

♥ Monday, May 21, 2007
CONTRADICTION


if you hate emo posts, get a life and scram.

i seriously believe tears control one instead of the latter controlling tears.
why the hell in the world should i cry ?
because i brought this upon myself;
because i deserve all the sufferings.
bring me down all in one shot
and i'll be okay the very next day.

i thought i was already strong enough, but hell no.
im nothing.
maybe i would be, after all this.

every time i wanna let go, i tend to grab on tighter...

loved; 10:45 PM

♥ Friday, May 18, 2007
i love the people :DD


OHMYGOSH !
i only have TWO more weeks to catch up with my studies
or i'll be real screwed :/
SOMEONE REALLY NEEDS TO SAVE ME !
(where's my motivation ?)

had been tired all week and still will be for the weekends
BUT; i've enjoyed it especially YESTERDAY :DD
my first outing with the people of my class !
though many didnt go for some reasons that i couldnt be bothered to know
but im happy for those who made it (:
I LOVE YOU ALL ("v")
(suern / yixi / radinka / richard / kokhui / timothy / dexter )


EARLY dinner at cineleisure (:
i was busy eating to take photos
but here's a peekture of the boy with the gay !





pool matches before kbox
i only had "richard vs dexter" in action
was busy laughing during "timothy vs yixi" match; LOL
it's fun just sitting there and watching the guys play xP
especially when timothy and kokhui are there (hell lots of laughters)





the three boys were doing timothy's favourite handsign
but i supposed no one can do it as well as him xP
and see ?
TIMOTHY IS CAUGHT IN THE ACT !


kbox was so much madness !
thanks for all the fun and joy :DD
i think we'll be back for more action ?
HAHAHA.

and sorry;
i didnt take much peektures cos i was too engrossed with enjoying myself xP
LOL.

loved; 3:50 PM

♥ Monday, May 14, 2007
i need a life


i hope spiders arent making webs on my untouched blog =/
havent been blogging much - COS' I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
life has been the same ! (daily routines y'know)

forgive me for not updating about street stuffs
i havent been catching up on them recently either (x
shall get back to them when my fingers start to itch and wanna tell you more :DD

have been going out this couple of days
AND I HAVENT GOT ANY TUTORIAL OR REVISION DONE !
yikes x.x
it'll be "work chiong-ing day" since tomorrow i'll be out since morning 9 to night 11 =/
i hope i dont die of exhaustion after this week
LOL.

life's boringgggg;
if yours is interesting - please give me some tips ! :D
if yours is busy - blahhhhhhh @$&!%#*%!#
if yours is as boring as mine - welcome abroad
(DOES THIS PROVE HOW BORED I AM ?)

- music keeps life going (:

loved; 5:28 PM

♥ Friday, May 11, 2007
my; oh my


it's raining and also a fantastic weather to sleep through
but i have to get out of bed :(
i dont want softball in THAT muddy field !
then again i dont want them to cancel it - it will mean MAKE UP LESSON
SIGH.

i've been all exhausted and stuffs these days
affects the health and the mood =/
luckily i got one bunch of lovers out there for me !
YOU GUYS MAKE MY DAY - EVERY DAY :DD

to him :
im sorry for making you feel that way
but do understand that im trying to sort things out myself too
i will get back to you as soon as i get things done
dont brood over it (:

- im losing my sense of direction

loved; 7:01 AM

♥ Tuesday, May 08, 2007
the weird weirdo


something's wrong with me.
and i dont know what =/
im feeling somehow nauseous and i almost vomitted at the taste of PLAIN WATER.
this is oh-so weird.
but i guess i'll be fine in a couple of days time - i guess.
it should usually be the case (:

projects, tutorials and common tests are really bugging me.
i should do myself a favour - GET DOWN TO WORK !
weird me usually eats more than usual under pressure;
but recently, it works the opposite.
and hell no, im not losing weight (so dont ask if im on a freaking diet)

sorry for short posts these days;
mood for blogging : OFF

- so many left undone; so many left unsaid

loved; 10:00 PM

♥ Sunday, May 06, 2007
back to square


is it love ? infatuation ? or worse, illusion ?
it keeps me wondering...
maybe i will never have the answer, and im gonna pursue on for it.

-it ends HERE.-

loved; 10:42 PM

♥ Tuesday, May 01, 2007
is it what it seems ?


third week of school, oh whatever.
im already semi-sick, tired and everything !
projects and assignments are starting to pile up ;
hopefully im gonna pull through this term.
also, let me do well for common test (it's pretty nerve wrecking luh.)

thanks for all those who cared (:
you know i love you people !
(the old buddies and the new friends, yes you.)
regardless whether you just drop by to ask if im all right or those who were there all the time, i love you !
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

watched eternal summer :DD
it's R21 in the cinemas, i guess for some sex scenes.
but it's really nice, there's more to just relationship love !
catch it if you have a chance, and please be open to the sex scenes luh.
THIS IS LIFE.

project members and partners, forgive me if im really kanchiong about projects.
finish them early and we can PLAY :DD
the darn thing is, i get stressed up easily.
CONTROL !

i like it better now that it works the other way round (:
let this remain forever...

loved; 11:44 PM


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